The Girl That I Used To Be

I miss how sharp I used to be
When all I can think about is me
When I trust my guts completely

And always know where to find my keys
I miss how careless I could be
Not a single soul depends on me
Didn’t think it’d be a luxury
To stay in bed and sleep ‘til three
I can’t quite explain it
It’s not that I hate it
I just wish that I had the time to say goodbye
To the girl that I used to be

My silly insecurities
Just cause I don’t fit in my old jeans
My body bears the pain in all its beauty
Yeah, I can always count on me
I’m the default
Down to a fault
I’m always the go-to
“Ask her she’ll know what to do”
I can’t quite explain it
It’s not that I hate it
I just wish that I had the time to say goodbye
It happened oh so quickly
I became a Mom so naturally
But no one told me I would have to say goodbye
To the girl that I used to be